June 2013
'Scuse me while I kiss the sky: Sixteen Small Steps to Happiness →
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1. push yourself to get up before the rest of the world - start with 7am, then 6am, then 5:30am. go to the nearest hill with a big coat and a scarf and watch the sun rise.
2. push yourself to fall asleep earlier - start with 11pm, then 10pm, then 9pm. wake up in the morning…
“Loneliness does not come from having no people around you, but from being unable to communicate the things that seem important to you.”
—Carl Jung (via deathen)
The definition of productive weekend for me is watching Running Man for at least 5 episode. I am so obsessed with this Running Man thingy and i am obsessed with Kang Gary oppa. And how Yonghwa treat Seohyun in WGM and how Nickhun stares at Victoria in WGM. Omo, I really should get a life. I feel like stuck in this K-Pop and K-Drama things here.
Anw, this Saturday, GD will held his GD world tour in Jakarta. And guess what i havent bought the ticket yet. Last week i intended to buy the ticket after office hour. But unfortunately my wallet was stollen. Thank God the money that i save to buy GD’s ticket was in an ATM but that night, when i realized my wallet was stollen, i rushly call the bank and blocked all my card.
And it was a long story of how i got my wallet back. But since my credit card was blocked and it will takes 2 weeks to get the new card, and plus my debit card also blocked and it will take definitely not a short time to make a new card, so there it goes, my chance to buy GD’s ticket concert.
I feel so sad, but still i have to find another way to buy that ticket. Hopefully there is a way.
it saddens me knowing that love could make some people blind and crazy. especially when it happens to my friend. was she there for him when he was sad? was she the one who bought him a birthday cake when no one seemed remeber his birthday? was she the one who listen to him talking about how crazy he was over a bitchy girl for 2hours? was she the one who went through jakarta’s crazy traffic jam after office hour just to hang out with him? no she wasnt.
it was me. no other feeling involved just for the sake of friendship was the reason i did that. i dont mean to brag about things i have done for him. but seriously, it feels sucks when your friend become an askhole (people who continously ask you for some advise but in the end never take your advise, instead they keep taking what they think right and still whining and asking for your advise) and blinded by some beeyotch girl who try to take advantage from them and leave you and arent there when you need them the most.
that sucks.
and a friend who disappeared like a ghost when they finally get a gf.
where are you??
aaaah maybe i shoud reflect to myself if i ever dump some people like they did to me right now.
karma is a bitch if you are.
*deep sigh
well things does change. friend does leave. and life does go on.
i dont know why i am so obsessed with this Running Man thing. and of course Kang Gary. can i just be one of Running Man cast or its crew? *sigh*
May 2013
“I will never be the woman with the perfect hair who can wear white and not spill on it.”
—Carrie Bradshaw (via whatwouldcarriesay)
